Tears with silent words

As I lay here in the shimmer of the soft moonlight,
Cold tears run down my face as I hold my pillow tight,
Now I only feel safe in the harsh dark of the night,

Once so sure…suddenly I’m like a puzzle being ripped apart,
When it comes to my life I don’t know where to start,
What I’ve been through and living with is crushing my heart,

People look at me and see a girl that laughs, smiles, flirts,
I put on an act and make people believe that nothing hurts,
But that’s like being buried alive 6ft under the dirt!